...when life went on yesterday, goes on now and tomorrow...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTINE!

2009-04-22T14:57:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTINE!

see! i promise i will a post in my blogspot and wordpress specially dedicated to u due to ur birthday! i dunno wad to say leh... sien, promise u wan write 2 posts in different blog for wad... oh i noe why! coz yesterday i said so baru u will let me go...if not u will loso will find me chat. i noe u didnt see me for long time, feel so uneasy and wan find me chat. i understand... oh, out of topic, this is not a birthday dedication! oklah... u oso noe usually when someone birthday, they sure wish same thing every years but none of it seems come true, some yes! hahaha! like tis, in blogspot.. i wish u birthday the formal way, in wordpress, u need to take a few precautions! precautions are as followed in the end of this post!

FORMAL WISH:

yoyo! christine the beauty! happy birthday! how old are you? ok 24 years old! good! it's a blessed u live 24 years on earth. did u live 3 years on mars before?? maybe not! here i wish u excellent results in ur tests, quizzed, assignments, exams, driving exams, get good result in FB quizzes, flying and shipping lesson tests (if applicable), wish u got big fish during fishing, wish u have nice lovely dream when sleep (the best dream is when u dream of me), wish ur hp dont rosak, wish ur hp credit alot, wish u walk dont fall into longkang (i tot u fell once), wish u have gucci, prada, LV, armani, rubella, amanda, katada, fibolla, chanel, mtv, tv3 bags, wad else u wan??? yeah! i got it! wish u have lots of CASH and BOYS! (or u wan men? both applicable)... wad else? wish ur room got electric, wish ur house got water, wish ur frens treat u good( hey, christine frens, do me a favour, treat her good, ok? but if any unwanted or inevitable situations, u r ALLOWED to bully her).... finally,the most important thing is...... wish ur laptop now in good condition! if not, i write so long u oso cant see! right?? be a good doctor as well!

Part 2:

fren u so long (around 5-6 years) since form 4 if not mistaken... u owes treat me good (so far i rmb is good, pls ignore this line if u ever treat me bad more than 3times). i think i treat u good enuf... maybe??? hahaha! u owes find me when u have prob... i sometimes find u when i have prob... this is how our frenship goes... hang out, u drunk and dance like crazy, i never drunk because i never drink. come my house during cny... i go ur house during hari raya! raya? sorry! u christine hoh?? i tot i am writing post for my indon fren... sorry my mistake! ok cny! owes ask me go out limteh... but u noe wad? i forgot almost all the things u ever done... i forgot wad i told u, forgot wad u told me... i lazy to rmb things bout u... u noe why? because i noe our frenship will go forever... wad for i rmb thing u have done when i noe u will owes do it again in from of me? wad for i rmb wad i told u when i noe i will owes chat with u... wad for i rmb wad u told me when i noe u will owes talk with me? wad for i rmb things bout u when u never forget u? right? waste of memory... wad for i treat u as fren when u r my best fren??? duh~!

part 3:

duh~! happy birthday! sorry, no present! my present to u is erm... wad leh? ok... no present... maybe u can print this post... no royalty for u to reproduce, reprint, republish this post... special offer liao! ok.. too much rubbish oledi... please proceed to soonph.wordpress.com with the following precautions:

1. drink a glass of boiled water
2. measure ur blood presure, make sure it;s normal, if not, please DO NOT proceed.
3. prepare ur heart medicine if u have any heart prob
4. make sure ur room has good air ventilation (good when u faint)
5. make sure u r not alone ( u need ppl to call for ambulance when u faint)
6. make sure ur telephone or hp is in good condition and fully-charged (so can call ambulance)
7. if u r in bad mood, please do not proceed!
8. if precaution 1-7 are passed please proceed!

愛 and 爱

2009-02-07T20:24:00.002+08:00

"愛里面有一个心，用那个心去愛。爱里面有一个友，爱不到也可以做朋友。" - By soonph.

"i give u a candy and u marry me, ok?"

2008-11-10T21:05:00.002+08:00

i am wondering if one day i propose to my future-wife....

"hey girl! you are so beautiful~! errrmm.... nah... i give u a candy and chocolate and you be my wife, ok?"

do you think is it possible? everyone around the world proposes to his/her future wife/husband using ring, money, flowers, house and etc. but if i use a candy and chocolate, is it possible?

when life went on yesterday, goes on today and tomorrow

2008-08-12T06:27:00.002+08:00

dear readers, im back! i have been in the idle mode for a few months. in that few months, although a lot of things happened, i didnt blog them out. anyway, it's too many to name them all. however, the greatest pain i ever went through within that few months was my grandma passed away! i dont feel like to blog it out because it reminds me of my grandma. besides that, i am learning catering now. last 2 weeks, i made my own first dish, i forgot the name, with 'collaboration' with 2 coursemates. hahaha! i will post up the picture and recipes asap. now is 6.33am and this evening i have test on engineering mathematics. hope for the best for me. anyway, i wanna sign off now as i need to get prepare to go to lecture later. see ya all!

i'm back

2008-05-11T01:50:00.002+08:00

woohoo!!! i am back... hahaha! back in soonph.blogspot.com and sibu as well... i reached sibu on 3 may 2008. sorry leh.. long time didnt update my blog. cant blame me, i am lazy. hahaha! today, not today, is yesterday, 10 may... is my cousin's wedding day! congratulation! and 11 may is mother's day! i wish all the mothers in the world happy mother's day! and mum, i love you!

why i dont update my blog?

2008-02-11T09:20:00.000+08:00

my friends keep on asking me to update my blog. but, unfortunately, you will think that my blog has gone idle. actually, i dont update my blog because i am busy with my academic. i have lots of assignments, projects, homework and tests waiting for me. that's why i have no time to update my blog. i am sorry about that. besides, since i go to UTM, nothing special happens except some boring things or perhaps you are interested with my course, then i might update about a bit what my course really does. hahaha! anyway, wish all of you the best! my blog has not gone idle! it's just resting while i am busy with my academic stuffs. i will update regularly when i am free! thanks!

my chinese new year 2008

2008-02-08T23:00:00.000+08:00

hmm... another chinese new year, the RAT year! first of all, wish all of you have a prosperous and happy chinese new year! new year new hope new light! as for me, this chinese new year is still the same as usual but something is happening this year! something very very extraordinary! i dont know i should say i am happy or i am heart broken. i dont know how to say. i feel quite complicated now. bai nian is a usual thing, but this year i went to her house, 1st happy thing. i felt so so nervous! then,i feel ok. 2nd happy thing, she followed us to ricky home to play. i feel sorry for her because she feel lonely and alienated when in ricky house. i kept on noticing her all night, i wanna go to talk to her, but i feel i am not qualify. sp is there, why need me to accompany her? who am i to her? so,i sms and ask sp to accompany her. 3rd happy thing, i heard her singing. for me, it is very very nice. from her voice, i can guess she mean it when she sang the song. 4th happy thing is, she said she wanna come to my house, i am so happy. then she really came! i called her a few times today. i waited for her then she come. hahaha! so happy. but i didnt really serve her when she was in my house. i have another group of friends coming. i feel i neglected her! i really wish i can serve her, chat with her. haihzzz~! then we went to sp house. billy is driving and how i wish i sit at sp car,so that i can sit with her at the back. but, sye ping ask me to follow him, there goes everything! final thing, the sad thing, i saw her bf picked her up at sp house. this is the first time i saw her with her bf. something i realised that seem very new to me, i dont really accept the fact she is with him when i look at the pic. today, the fact is she is with him! i saw him pick her up! haihzzz.... nevermind... i dont know why i feel so. i try to forget her but honestly, you cant really forget a person u like for so many years! 2 years i didnt see her, then suddenly you can meet her 2 days almost whole day. i dont know how to say. that nite she ask me to accompany her up to q bar to meet her bf, i say ok. but actually i dont know ok or not. i scare her bf see me and quarrel with her again. anyway, i wish you happy always! from your eyes, i know you cry a lot. from your face and your smile, i know you are so stress and sad! but i can do nothing for you. all i can do is i wish you all the best in everything! i dont want you to be sad but i cant make you happy. i want you to be happy but i cant make you happy. i want you have a happy life but i cant build the road for u. i know all you want is him. no matter what you face in future, remember i am always your friend, when there is nobody standing in your way, i will. i dont want anything from you, just tell me you are happy and everything is fine! i just want you to be happy like before, not more than that! if you see this, i hope you can promise me! how i wish i can take pic with u eh, but nvm la... i noe it will be difficult for u! anyway, happy chinese new year to all of you!

Happy 50th National Day

2007-08-31T00:10:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday, Malaysia! You are 50 years old but You're still great!

Test...

2007-08-26T17:44:00.026+08:00

These few days kept on raining in Skudai,especially in UTM. The rain usually comes along to visit during evenings; like now!

Rainy day in Genting Highlands

After today, I will have my tests for various subjects, ranging from Calculus to Basic Electrical Engineering. Tomorrow 8pm at P19,DK6, I will be having my Calculus test. I still left a small part havent read yet,but I still feel that I havent read enough yet. For Basic Electrical Engineering, I had read Chapter 1 and a part of Chapter 2, I am worried I wont be able to finish for the test on Wednesday, 5pm to 6pm. Oh,so worry! I hope God can help me pass through these tests with good grade! Thanks!

Cont'd : Chin Swee Temple

2007-08-25T13:45:00.001+08:00

Sorry that I broke my promise earlier. Now I am back in UTM. Everyone is away back in their hometown for the mid-sem break (1 week),so the internet is rather fast than usual because no one is using it. So, I have the time and the "speed" to upload the pics. When I visited the temple as i mentioned earlier, it is a huge big nice temple, perhaps pagoda? I was so impressed because it was built at the hill,with beautiful scenery and good atmosphere!

One of the views of the temple

Another breath-taking view from the tower

From the temple...

Genting Highlands from the temple

Pagoda with the Mother of Nature

Nice view from the Pagoda

Chin Swee Temple (Genting Highlands)

2007-08-20T21:53:00.000+08:00

Today me and my sister went to Chin Swee Temple in Genting Highlands. We went there by using Genting Van which costed us RM10 per head, return, for 1 hour. At the temple, 1 hour was really insufficient! The temple is so big and pretty. We needed to rush here and there like crazy people, because we had only 1 HOUR!!! A short intro about the temple~ The temple has many interesting places, eg: Hell Chambers, 7 Fairies, 18 Monks and many more. The interesting place is the Hell Chambers, consist of 10 chambers. It illustrates about the birth and death, punishment in hell, stages we went through in hell and last one, reborn! hahaha! I took a lot of interesting pictures there. But the size was too big to upload. I will upload when i finish edit them (I break my promise again,sorry!). *sign off*

In Genting Highlands

2007-08-19T22:36:00.000+08:00

At the first place, I would like to apologise for not blogging for such a long time. My cousin complained that why everytime I check your blog,all look the same? hahaha! I am sorry! First, although my college has internet connection, but the CICT has limited the connection to every faculties and colleges. So the line is extremely slow and almost nil! So, I feel tired to blog due to the connection. Only now I am in Genting Highlands' Starbuck I can online. Actually I have a lot of things to share here. About my life in UTM for merely 6 weeks, things that happened to me during the 6-week-time, things that go round in JB and Skudai. Now, I am in KL to visit my sister because I have 1 week mid-semester break! To add, I didnt take any pics when I am in UTM for 6 weeks. I didnt bring any camera alone adding my handphone camera is really low in quality! I tried to take a few but full of noises and blur. But,today I did took a few but havent edit them.So cant upload now. Maybe tomorrow I will upload some. To end, my life in UTM for the first 6 weeks was filled with sweet and sour experiences! Overall, I didnt regret entering UTM,taking the Computer Engineering course so far... hahaha!

In UTM

2007-07-08T20:49:00.000+08:00

Oh~~~ After a week of orientation in UTM (Minggu Haluan Siswa (MHS)), my bones almost break! Hahaha! I did not update my blog for long time because my schelude was tightly-packed with activites! Tomorrow I will have my first lecture class! Hope it gonna be a good one! That's all for now, in my coming post, I hope I have time to tell all of us what we did in MHS for 1 week!

Path To Another Life

2007-06-18T23:41:00.000+08:00

This evening the IPTA result was out! I got my first choice selected - Universiti Teknologi Malaysia (Computer Engineering). The university is located in Skudai,Johor. A few hours trip from KL. It is a just a small town area like Sibu. I am happy with it because it is my first choice! But, I feel sad in other way because I am gonna miss all my friends. The university is quite strict with an average facilities (lodging and food). But, it is one of the top local university in Malaysia for engineering courses. So,

I will be taking the course offered by IPTA!

I dont know what to write now...

Ghost Air Passenger

2007-06-18T18:23:00.000+08:00

These pictures was taken from the CCTV inside the airport. My friend sent them to me to see whether they are real or just the art of the technology. Here there are...

The conversation was not in the original picture, added in by me!

So, how about you? What do you think of the pictures?

Haunted Song

2007-06-17T22:48:00.000+08:00

Nowadays, the movie industry is releasing lots of scary movie, I mean ghost-based movies. For me,the most scary one should be the ghost movies from Thailand. The movies will make my body hair stands especially with the wide screen and loud audio system. But,the writers of the stories are getting cleverer. In past decades, the ghost movies are mainly about the white figure flying from nowhere, without head or body. This made the young girls screamed like hell! But now, they are using technology to scare people. I called it the TechGhost! Come on! Humans do upgrade from uncivilised to civilised, from primitive to modern. And ghosts, same thing, from no head to TechGhost! In market, we have the Video Ghost, Handphone Ghost and etc.

Here is the Video Ghost... The Ring

The Ring & The Ring 2

The ghost crawled out from the TV set! High-tech ghost that live in TV or perhaps, video tape! Hey! Ghosts no longer live in cemetery! Beware of your videotapes and TV sets!

Another one, Handphone Ghost... One Missed Call

One Missed Call & One Missed Call 2

This ghost is even more updated! Can make a call! Wow! Even has his/her own mobile phone! High-tech! So,beware of your mobile phone! You know why Maxis, Digi and Celcom offer low call rates at night but still earning? Humans and ghosts make call at the same times! Sometimes, the signal at night is not that good, because TechGhost are using the line too, congested!

But here in soonph.blogspot.com, you have Music Ghost... The Music

soonph

Hahaha! The picture is not the main point here. What I wanna say is, in 1933, we have the Music Ghost (not the lame one above) already. Rezső Seress, a self-taught pianist and composer born in Hungary in 1899, had written a song in 1933 called Gloomy Sunday, which was then being called the "Hungarian Suicide Song". Feeling weird of the nickname?

"...Reports from Hungary alleged individuals had taken their lives after listening to the haunting melody, or that the lyrics had been left with their last letters..." Source

The melody mentioned is... Gloomy Sunday by Rezső Seress!

Proves?

Go to www.google.com and search for gloomy sunday.

Or...

Click these...

The Wikipedia entry : Gloomy Sunday
Articles : Gloomy Sunday
Overture To Death : Gloomy Sunday

The news was told by my friend. He sent me the song through MSN and asked me to listen. He said he felt dizzy when listened to it. Feeling horror, I opened the song too, but skipped it fast forward. Tonight, when I was about to post this entry, I listened to it again, I did felt a bit dizzy! Because of the song or my health problem? I dont know! For those of you who dare enough try out yourself, click the link below to download the song and listen by yourself! Tell me your feeling after listening to the song by posting comment or in ChatterBox!

Rezső Seress - Gloomy Sunday
(WMA Format, 608KB, 04:47)

Yes to IPTA or Curtin???

2007-06-17T10:06:00.000+08:00

My friends have been concerning whether I will be going to Institut Pengajian Tinggi Awam or Curtin University of Technology (Sarawak Campus). Since I am lazy to tell you my decision one by one, so I made this entry so as to "zip" your mouth temporarily rather than asking me the same question every time you see me. I bet the buttons that represent the alphabet - "W H C U N A R E Y G O I L T , ?" will break if you keep on pressing it. Feel weird why? When you combine the alphabets, it sounds like this : Which uni are you going? Local or Curtin? So, for being kind, let me solve your problem! The result for IPTA is still remain as a mystery and the Curtin offer letter had been sent to me.

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But, I still CANNOT make my decision! If IPTA offers the course that could satisfy me, I might give a kick to Curtin offer. If IPTA offers me the course that poke my ass, I might give a rise to the Curtin Bank Account! So, do you get me?

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My feeling is feeling so complicated now.

Some say...

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But, someone gets excited till he took out his keris...

*sigh*

And me...

*SIGH*

Then, something like this gonna happen...

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PETRONAS University of Technology Offer (DECLINED)

2007-06-16T14:52:00.000+08:00

In my previous post, I stated that I was offered for an interview in PETRONAS University of Technology (UTP) for the course Electrical and Electronic Engineering. The interview will be held on 16 June 2007 until 18 June 2007. Unfortunately, I had to turn down the offer due to some problems.

1. High cost!

~Estimated Expenses Per Person~

Air Ticket (Return)	RM498.00
Lodging (4N3D)	RM800.00
Food and Drinks	RM200.00
Transportation	RM300.00
*Total*	*RM1798.00*

The estimated cost for me is RM798.00, excluding the costs for lodging and food and drinks because I will be living inside UTP as lodging and food are provided by the organiser. My father will be accompanying me if I am going. So the total cost for both of us is RM2596.00.

2. Unfamiliar with the place (Tronoh, Perak Darul Ridzuan)

The only thing provided is just a scrappy map!

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3. No friends accompanying me in the camp

I heard all the students inside are speaking English! But we from Sarawak, speak Engrish! A duck and a chicken can never communicate!

4. Bias in the interview

According to my friends, the UTP interview mostly are mained for the bumiputera, known as the dark-skinned. As for me, I am too fair, so, the chance might be quite low,approaching NIL! This is true when I saw the pictures from the website, showing the EduCamp April 2007, most of them (9/20) are bumiputera.

Anyone eating pork there?
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(Source)

So, why am I paying so much to a most probably non-success interview? Some said it is a good experience, I bet you are right! But, I think with that money, I can get an even better experience! And I hope I made a right decision!

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"爱情的傻瓜 #9" - The Fool Of Love #9

2007-06-14T23:10:00.000+08:00

...continued from #8...

Since after the end of the Character Building Module, I am anxiously waiting for the next and final module, Community Service Module. Actually I wasnt waiting for the module, but for the name list. I wanted to bet my fate again, see if I will be arranged to be in the same group as her. Community Service Module is different from other modules because it is mainly about outdoor activities, which means more outings. This means if I am placed in the same group as her, I will have a plenty of times to spend with her OUTSIDE the camp.

Finally, the lists was out! Attached on the same old wooden notice boards, I am so afraid to go to see. Besides, there was a lot of trainees pushing and rushing to see, as if they were selected to take money! As usual, I waited till most of them dismissed, then I started to walk to the notice board, with my heart almost beaten out! I was defeated by the fate again! But now, we werent place in North-South distance group. She was in front of my group, together with my friend,SP.

Every time we had a briefing about the module, she will be sitting in front of me. I could see her back, her smiles from sideway. Thanks God! I couldnt have demand for so much! Seeing her back is better than creating her image myself in my mind to see! Finally, the first outside was about to start, the next day! Thanks God again, we were placed in the same destination, that's mean my group and hers will be combine together. Happy the hell out of me!

But, somehow and somewhat, there was something blocking my path. There was a guy who was going to chase her too. Much bigger than me in size, much loaded than me in wallet and much more handsome than me! Nevermind! I just want to see her only. I didnt care that much...

To be continued...

Please leave a comment for me to continue my story. Thank You!

Composition??

2007-06-14T19:36:00.000+08:00

...:: Warning!! ::...
Please put down the coffee cup in your hand before you spilt it onto your computer, swallow whatever things in your mouth before you get choke and sit firmly onto your chair with a safety belt on (if you have one) before reading this post!

I received an email from my friend quite some times ago which made me laughed the hell out of me! It was a composition written by Bob, title, "Keluarga Saya" (My Family). It was a funny and interesting one but only got 2½ out 100%! Some teachers are stingy in giving marks but the teacher who marked this composition is rather generous enough to give the hell 2½ !!! Here is the composition...

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I am not laughing the boy, but do you think a normal person wont laugh when read it? Who should be blame for the composition? Bob? His family? Teachers? If you were the teacher, how many marks will you give to that composition? For me, I will give him 90% (exclude the grammatical errors) for his creativity! We can hardly get a boy at his age to write the composition in such an "adult way"! Hahaha!

Yayasan Sarawak cum PETRONAS University of Technology (UTP)

2007-06-12T01:16:00.000+08:00

This morning I went to Global Education Centre to submit up my application form with the necessary documents for the application of Yayasan Sarawak Study Loan. I was offered Bachelor Of Commerce (Management And Marketing) in Curtin University of Technology (Sarawak Campus). So I applied for the aforementioned loan to support my study in Curtin if I accept the offer. It was a relieved for me because finally I got the application done since there was a delay due to some problems with Curtin and me. I went home to have a nap. Finally, at 5.56p.m., I received a call with the number +6053688***. I felt weird with the number because I am not familiar with it. Then I answered the call. A man with good English introduced himself whom I forgot his name. He was calling from PETRONAS University of Technology (UTP), telling me that I was shortlisted to attend an interview and Educamp in UTP this 16 June till 18 June. I was shocked. Before this, I applied UTP just for fun and never expect to get a feedback from them, because I failed during SPM which result was much better than the STPM one. But, who knows this time the lucky falls on me! I heard UTP is a good university. I checked the photos of the university online, and it gave me a WOW! A nice and high class university with good environment. I checked the air ticket to KL, but unfortunately, the ticket for AirAsia is fully booked 13 June to 16 June. I checked for MAS and it still has the ticket, but expensive. Roughly, for the air ticket alone, it costs me RM498, exclude other expenses in KL, Ipoh and Tronoh. So expensive. Besides, I am not familiar with Perak too. I am still considering whether to attend the interview and EduCamp or not. Many people asked me to go, it is a good opportunity for me! Oh~ Feel So Bad!

Dilemma

2007-06-08T22:07:00.000+08:00

After writing my story till the 8th part, I feel there is something wrong. I am so DILEMMA whether I should continue it or not. First, if I keep on writing till the end, I feel like I am "scolding" the girl indirectly. Second, I do not know I should continue because this love is (about to become 'WAS') one part of my life. Although it's the combination of happy, sweet, sour, sad and pain, I think I should leave this memory to sink silently into the deepest part of my heart. I think I should leave it as a memory of mine that I walked through this little path before along the path of my life. Should I share it OR lock it at the bottom of my heart? I am so dilemma. Besides, now the girl has her own life to go. She has a bf and I think she loves her very much. I do not if she or her friends see the story, which might be a burden for her. Although I cannot walk with her, but I do not wish to affect her life with this. So, can anyone tell me, should I continue or slightly put a dot to my story and leave it alone, silently sinks to the bottom of my heart...?

"爱情的傻瓜 #8" - The Fool Of Love #8

2007-06-07T22:12:00.000+08:00

...continued from #7...

The next day, I had a minor body-ache. A minor one because before the navigation we were physically well-prepare. Before the navigation, we wished there is no navigation. After the navigation, we wished to have once again. Weird! After the navigation, we were about to finish the first module, moving to the next module - "Character Building Module". The navigation is included in the Physical Module, Physical Module started from the first day till the end of the training, unlike the others modules which had a specific time allocated. I felt so anxious waiting for the Character Building Module because the previous one was kinda boring, processes and the trainer were boring! After a period of time, finally the name lists for the Character Building Module were being announced. We were separated into different new groups again. This time I hoped the girl will be in the same group with me! I felt so scared to see the list because I knew this is not going to happen.

John:"Hey! Have you see the list? Are we in the same group?"
Peter:"Not yet, so many people pushing there. Wait till they dismiss only then I go to see!"
John:"I heard they said we are not in the same group."
Peter:"What? Then who is with me?"
John:"Dont worry! Your friends too. But.."
Peter:"But what?"
John:"The girl I think isnt with you."
Peter:"Hahaha! You are really funny, with or without, isnt my problem! Who cares?"

I cared!! But in front of my friends, I had to act like nothing. I did not want she knew it. Although, I felt a bit heartbreak, but I rather believe my eyes. I still hugged a piece of hope in my hands that my friend saw it wrongly. Finally, I went to see the list myself. I saw my name but not her name in my group! Destined! I told myself everything is destined! I had no fate with her. So sad, I walked away to my table, but acting like nothing to my friends. After 2 days, the new class started to commence. I went to the class with my friends. I felt so weird without the girl in my class. I felt so uneasy and wished to change class. I had been with her in the same class for around 1 month. Without her in the class, I have no feel to continue. I ever discussed with my friend who was in the same class as her to shift class but he did not want. And yet, still making fun of me. But never mind. Since so, I always choose the right time to enter the class, no longer earlier. She was in the first class but I am in the last one, why do fate disturb me like that? I always walked slowly to the class so that I could take a glance at her before she entered her class. During the break time, I always appeared at the place she rested, but mostly she will go to toilet and rested in room until the break ended. So sad. When the class ended, I will wait till she left the class only then I will walk slowly at her back. This continued till the module ended. My friends kept on making fun on me. I felt so shy. Sometimes if I walked in front of her, I always asked myself is she noticing me? I think NO! I felt different if I walked in front of her, just to make she noticed me.

Ana:"Hey! You just tell her your feeling! Rather than you see her everyday without she noticing it!"
Peter:"No! I cant! I am not even her friend!"
Ana:"Be friend with her then."
Peter:"How? Dont you feel weird when a stranger walks to you saying want to be your friend? Come on! We are in the same camp, if she rejects, how am I going to face her everyday?"
Ana:"You think too much! You havent try, you dont know. Or I help you out."
Peter:"No! I am shy! No please!"

My friends kept on telling me to take the first step, talked to her, be friend with her! But I cant and dont know how. I am from boys' school,seldom get acquainted with girls. So I am shy with girls. Imaging I knew SP since Form 4 but we seldom talk, not even 10 words. My friends gave me a lot of sugeestions, but I cant make it, shy! I felt I am so useless! I like her but never take the first step, dreaming out everyday!

To be continued...#9

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"爱情的傻瓜 #7" - The Fool Of Love #7

2007-06-06T14:04:00.000+08:00

...continued from #6...

Since that day onwards, I kept on thinking of her almost everyday. My friends started to make fun of me. But, I scared she might know it because I am not sure about my feeling. No matter what, I still kept on looking at her every time I saw her. I felt weird if I did not see her. Just hope to be closer to her without a WHY! Days by days passed, the feeling grew stronger and stronger. Slowly, I realised I fell in love with her. This time I am quite sure about it. I missed her a lot although we were in the same camp, but we never talk before. I knew her but she did not know me! After 1 month, we had a tough activity, Jungle Navigation. All of the trainees needed to equip themselves well with all the things (survivor stuffs) to have a navigation throughout the jungles. I am so afraid because I am a physically weak person. I never do such a tough thing before, climbing up the hills, go down, walk through the small, steep and slippery path along the hills. What to do? I am in the camp, nowhere to run or hide. The navigation started at 1.00p.m. So, we had our lunch earlier that day. Then, we went to our room to prepare our stuffs, cleaning the water bottle, shoes, clothes and everything. We gathered at the hall at 1.00p.m. All of us looked like soldiers preparing to go to war. That was a hot afternoon. I took a glance at the girl again. She looked great but more like a soldier forced to war, due to her attitudes and expression on her face.

John:"Hey! This afternoon gonna be a tough trip for us!"
Peter:"Yeah! Hot like hell, bag heavy like carrying rock and this irritating bottle hanging at the waist and HEAVY!"
John:"Yeah! So heavy!"
Peter:"With this weight, I think I might fall down the hill due to heaviness!"
John:"Hahaha! Not that serious!"
Peter:"Later if I cant climb, pull me up! I am damn weak!"
John:"Yeah, sure! I'll wait for you!"

Clock stroked 1.15p.m. We were going to start soon after a short briefing. About 1.30p.m. we started our activity. It was a tough one. So many hills in the camp and yet we had to climb up and down each of it. Finally, I reached the very first hill. I had no idea how to climb. No rope, no ladder, nothing but just a steeply hill! God! Some of the natives seemed like get used to it and was a piece of cake for them. They reached the top in a few minutes. It was my turn now. My friend told me hold your breath, run up the hill, never stop, just head straight up! I ran as fast as possible till the middle of the hill and suddenly a native grabbed my hand and pulled me up. Thank him! We continued our navigation, just like a real situation like having a war in a jungle. We went through a small river and high hills. During the whole navigation, I kept telling myself I cannot be that weak. If I am that weak, I am not qualify to be with the girl. I kept remind myself that I did this for the girl! The whole trip I kept of thinking of her name, smiles, face! This gave me the strength to continue. Now I reached the climax of the navigation, highest hill! I can climb up easily with the help of other trainees. But going down was a big problem. No ropes is provided. Just about 50cm wide slippery and steep path for us to go down. Very dangerous. There was a small wire along the path down the hill. But the wire we could not touch it because it was the wire we used to surround our house from thieves, fulls of the sharp things! When I looked down the hill, it was like 90° down the hill. We had an idea. We went down by sliding down. Our buttock was full of mud. Easier but still dangerous if we did not know how to control. Final path was walked through the durian trees. We needed to notice up our head so that we would not be hitted by the durian. Finally, we reached the end-point. The trainer announced that we were the first group to reach the end-point! So happy! I was worry if she could make it. I hoped she could! A few minutes later, I saw her group coming too and I saw her. She was laughing all the way and I knew she was fine. It was a tiring day but fun! We went to our room to clean ourselves and had a rest before dinner! She gave me strength to finish up the navigation.

To be continued...#8

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"爱情的傻瓜 #6" - The Fool Of Love #6

2007-06-05T21:52:00.000+08:00

...continued from #5...

I also do not know why am I so happy over it. I felt weird too. From the first time I saw her, I told myself she is not going to my girlfriend, so I never thought I fell in love with her. That night, I kept on looking at her without her notice since I am a nobody, why should she notice me? The next morning...

Ana:"Hey! How is it?"
Peter:"What do you mean?"
Ana:"Can you sleep last night? Or keep on missing her?"
Peter:"Come on! I told you I am not into her!"
Ana:"Alright! Only you know it well!"

During the class time, I had a weird feeling. No matter in playing games or whatever activities, I felt like want to join the girl. I tried to make stupid things to make her notice me. I know I am stupid enough to do this. But, she never notice me. I did not feel heart-break, but I still kept on looking at her, even a glance would be enough. During the night time, I lied on my bed after the hard work all day long. I started to think what my friends said to me. Am I falling in love with her? I cannot find the answer in me. I felt so complicated. What I knew was I kept on thinking of her. When I think of seeing her the next day, I felt so happy in my heart. Soon, my friends that were closed to me know about it, news spreaded faster than I can imagine. I only told them my feeling and they were ready to help me to analyse and making the conclusion - I LOVE HER! Even myself never notice that I fell in love. I told myself this wasnt true. I never love a girl before so I did not know the feeling of falling in love. Normally, when I see a girl, I will "like" her the most 1 week only, but I am sure that I am not falling in love. This time was weird. The feeling became stronger from day to day. Finally, I decided to know more about her.

Peter:"Hey! How are you?"
SP:"Yeah, fine. Weird that you will talk to me."
Peter:"Dont sound like I am that bad!"
SP:"Hahaha! Ok!"
Peter:"Do you know that girl?"
SP:"Yeah, you mean Jane?"
Peter:"Yeah!"
SP:"Oh! Do you like her? You got no chance."
Peter:"No! I dont say I like her!"
SP:"She is my roommate. We stay in the same room."
Peter:"I see!"

SP is the girl I knew since Form 4 through IRC, but we seldom talk till the day in the camp, just because to know more about that girl. Perhaps, not because want to know the girl more, maybe I want to get closer to her through her friends. I did not know also. Maybe I never chase a girl before, so I do not how to start. Maybe my way was kinda weird and stupid, but I never think so. I like to see her smiles, laughs, talks, and everything! I felt so loosen up when I saw her.

To be continued...#7

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BBQ Night!

2007-06-05T00:31:00.000+08:00

Hahaha! this is kinda funny! yesterday we planned to have a BBQ at Pei Chee's house. but we didnt get to a conclusion till the next day. all was calm with my phone suddenly rang at 3.30pm! The message sounded "Ricky ask tonight HOW???!!!". exactly,standard line, that was wad i guess what they will ask from yesterday night till the next morning - today. after a simple discussion through SMS, finally they came to a conclusion BBQ at my place! ON! all of them rushed to buy chicken wings,fish ball,hotdog and etc at 6.00p.m. they reached my house at 7.00p.m. me and my parents also rushed to prepare everything, my mum cooked fried mee hoon and my dad did the BBQ fire. at 7.41p.m. me and ricky went to fetch ah nai and siew ping. we had our BBQ after that. what i can comment is FUN and HAPPY! the whole night is full of laughter. at first, billy,pei chee and yi lin responsible for doing the BBQ.after that, ricky took over. CHAOS! suddenly the fire turned big and he screamed for help but none of us cared! he took a cup of water from somewhere and poured in, which was a sprite! so funny! he claimed that he is good in BBQ,but the chicken, fish ball and hotdog, ended up "uncook"! even the planta on the hotdog didnt melt and he said already can be eaten. so,we had to re-BBQ all of them. he laughed all the way.then,he asked to get him a dice. dont know what game,he tried to make people drink a lot of soft drink but himself ended up drank the most till his stomach wanna burst. hahaha! then he started to take pics. The pics are below this post. funny pics. the original pose of us!!! not available anywhere! the real of us!hahaha! so funny! then they cleaned after eating. all of them ended up in my living room watching TV - "Nv Ren Wo Jui Da". before they went back, my dad gave each of them a bottle from F&N. hahaha! actually the main purpose of the BBQ is to gather all the friends before we go to study. hahaha! we should ask more people but this BBQ is a sudden plan as i stated earlier. so we might miss out someone! hahaha! anyway, it was funny and happy! oh ya! forgot to add in. yi lin helped me massage too. she is very good at in. i felt so relieve and lossen up. hahaha! thank you, yi lin!

"爱情的傻瓜 #5" - The Fool Of Love #5

2007-06-01T00:06:00.000+08:00

...continued from #4...

The next morning, we did the same activity again, Morning Physical Training(PT). During the PT, I did not know why I still keep on noticing the girl, she looked so tired as if she had not wake up yet. After having the breakfast, we went back to our room to prepare to attend the "Module Kenegaraan" class. Normally, I went to the class faster as the classroom was near to my room and to secure a better seat. Today, we played a game among the members in the group - all the trainees in the class were divided into groups. In the midst of playing the game, I got to know two girls from Kuching, Ana and Lilian. I did not why I could get along well with them because I came from boys' school and I seldom talk to girls. But with them, we were happy as if we knew each other for a long time. Suddenly...

Peter:"Hey, Ana, Lilian! Can you do me a favour?"
Ana&Lilian:"Yeah, what's it?"
Peter:"Do you see the girl over there?"
Ana&Lilian:"Yeah! Why? Hahaha! You and her...?"
Peter:"Come on! Dont think wrongly! I am just curious about her! Do you know her?"
Ana:"Yeah! We live in the same room."
Lilian:"Why?"
Peter:"What's her name?"
Ana:"Hahaha! You wanna chase her?"
Peter:"No! Dont simply say. Just curious!"
Lilian:"Hahaha! Okok! Curious? Ok!"
Ana:"Her name is Jane!"
Peter:"Jane? Oh..."
Ana:"Why? You have feeling on her?"
Peter:"No! Just asking. Can you help me to get her date of birth?"
Lilian:"Oh no! Why? Still say nothing between you and her. We cant promise but we will try!"
Peter:"Sure, thank you!"

My friends worked so efficiently! They gave me her date of birthday during dinner time. They came running to me with laughter filled the air.

Ana&Lilian:"Hahaha! We got what you want!"
Peter:"Really? So fast?"
Ana&Lilian:"Of course. I told you we know her!"
Peter:"When is her date of birthday?"
Ana:"Wait. I see first. It was written on a paper! Hmmm... 28 November 1987."
Peter:"What? Can you repeat it again? Dont fool me! Ok?"
Ana:"Yeah! This is what she told us! What for we fool you?"
Peter:"It is my date of birthday too!"
Ana:"What??? Dont cheat us! Hahaha! So lame!"

I took out my Identity Card (IC) from my wallet and showed to them.

Ana:"Oh God! It's the same!"
Peter:"What a coincidence!"
Lilian:"Yeah! You two are destined to be together!"
Peter:"Come on! You think too much!"
Ana:"Besides this, we got something for you too."
Peter:"What's it?"
Lilian:"Treat us an ice-cream and I'll tell you!"
Peter:"Faster tell me! Dont play!"
Ana:"Alright! Lilian gave him the paper!"
Lilian:"Besides date of birth, we asked for her handphone number too and there you are!"
Peter:"Oh God! Thanks a lot!"
Ana&Lilian:"It's hard to get her number! In the whole camp, only 10 people know her number!"
Peter:"Did she ask why you ask for her DOB and HP number?"
Ana:"Yeah! We told her you wanna chase her!"
Peter:"What???"
Lilian:"Hahaha! We're joking! Dont be scared!"
Ana:"Nah! Jane treats you this peanut! Keep it properly!"
Peter:"Wait! What did you told her?"
Lilian:"Just joking. She gave it to me! I give it to you! It got her fingerprint on it, so keep it!"
Peter:"Alright. Thanks!"

Then, all of us went to the dining hall for briefing. I felt so happy tonight! So happy, smiling all the way! So unbelievable I could get this so soon. WAIT! FEELING HAPPY? WHY???

To be continued...#6

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"爱情的傻瓜 #4" - The Fool Of Love #4

2007-05-29T20:00:00.000+08:00

...continued from #3...

The clock showed 12 noon. Our first day - first class had just ended. All of us walked to the dining hall under the hot burning sun, imaging walking down the street with no roof at 12 noon! The feel was exactly like in an oven, burned from up and down, the heat from the road could penetrate the shoes and the sun shined so proudly up the sky! On my way to the hall, I kept on wiping my sweat and in the midst of it, I kept on thinking the girl. Many and many imaginations kept on flying in my mind, I felt so weird. But, I ignored the weird feeling because I thought it's normal as I am the kind of boy who likes to imagine. By the time I reached the hall, the "unknown impulse" from my brain made me find the girl again, the action which I cannot control. Only after a few seconds, I realised myself was looking for the girl. I ignored it again, because I think curiosity made me do so.

John:"What are we going to eat today? I hope it would be a better one than yesterday!"
Peter:"Hahaha! Almost the same food everyday. Dont hope it would be better! Hope that it wont worsen and remain the same as yesterday!"
John:"Geezz! You see the drink! Full of flies! Oh gosh!"
Peter:"Hahaha! We take the drink over there. At least, cleaner than here!"

After finishing our meal, we walked up to our room to have a nap before going through the other activities which will start at 2.oop.m. The activities went through quite smoothly because they were all about teaching and learning skills, nothing to do with physical training yet. We had our dinner at 6.30p.m. although we stopped at 5.00p.m. - bathing and chatting. Normally we had our dinner at the canteen because it provided a better meal which we needed to pay on our own. I needed to spend approximately RM50.00 per week. In the midst of having my meal, I saw the girl again - in blue shirt and jeans, with her friends. She was smiling happily and chatting with her friends. I kept on looking at her, but she did not notice me. The weird feeling came to visit me again, for me, maybe just curious or maybe too boring! I cannot act normally when the girl was around although she did not notice me. Weird!

John:"Hey, let's go to the hall! It's 8.00p.m. The briefing gonna starts soon!"
Peter:"Yeah, let's go!"

Before I walked to the hall, I took a glance at the girl again, wondering why she still sat there talking happily as if there is no briefing in the hall. When I reached the hall, I got myself a seat and I looked at the back, I saw the girl walked into the hall with her friends. She just sat one table behind me to my right. Oh, feeling happy without a reason! The whole night I kept on turning back and took a glance at her,as if I am her bodyguard or private detective spying on her. I think I am good detective if I was paid to spy on her!

To be continued...#5

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"爱情的傻瓜 #3" - The Fool Of Love #3

2007-05-26T11:38:00.000+08:00

...continued from #2...

The day after Christmas...

Peter:"Hello! I'm back! I arrive here at 6 o'clock sharp,not too late, not too early!"
John:"Hahaha! I just arrived too. How's your Christmas?"
Peter:"Still ok. Sleeping all the time, at least can stay away from here to take a breath out there!"

Sitting in the hall, I looked around to see the boys and girls busy chit-chatting, unpacked their stuffs, telling their friends their experiences and all sorts of things. I turned back to see who was coming because those who entered now will be considered as LATE! I saw the girl I saw in the office the previous day. She was rushing to the hall,hugging a big teddy bear. Girls are girls! I looked at her for quite sometimes. The trainer started to announce something then we moved back to our rooms.

Next day...

Trainer:"Please line up according to your company and platoon!"

The first module will start today - "Modul Kenegaraan".

Peter:"Where should I stand?"
Siong:"Stand according to your platoon, you are in Platoon 3,right?"
Peter:"Yeah! So I stand beside you, I dont know anyone else beside you in this platoon. John and Max are in other company."

We started to walk into the classrooms. Due to some mistakes, me,John,Max and Siong ended up in the same room although we were from different company. After a while, I saw a group of girls walking into the room - the girls I never see before, except Christine and the girl in the office again. In my mind, I wondered if Christine knew her because I knew Christines for a period of time, although seldom talk. Then, our teacher walked in. Oh gosh! He looked like "Lao Fu Zi" - thin chinese guy with a specs and walked like an ancient chinese man! This gonna be fun! All of us got seated and I turned around to see where the girl is. She was sitting on my right and behind me - a few rows away. I wondered why myself will keep noticing her all the times since I saw her in the office. I told myself before she wont be my girl, although I dont know her and weird that I had this thinking. The whole morning, I kept on turning around to see her - what she was doing and talking. It was just like automatic, I will turn around myself to her without my brain commanding it! Weird...

To be continued...#4

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Karaoke Night Part 1

2007-05-24T02:03:00.000+08:00

This post comes a little late due to some problems. Someone is very keen to read it, keep on asking me since the night we went out. On 21 May 2007, we went out to celebrate Shu Yung's birthday. Actually,the celebration was kinda simple one but turned out to be an extraordinary one! That night, me, Ricky and Billy went to Parkson to buy Shu Yung's birthday present. After that, we went to fetch Pei Chee and Shu Yung. We had our supper cum celebration at Taman Harmoni ("半月亮"). Ricky said he felt so unsatified of Taman Muhhibah's lamb chop and wanna tried the Taman Harmoni's chicken chop which is cheaper and tastier! hahaha! he is such a big eater, he ate chicken chop and "fried mee hoon" that night. Billy had a set of meal, forgot the name and I had "kampung fried rice". after that, we planned to go back at 10.30p.m. But suddenly, Ricky's dad called and asked Ricky to go to sing karaoke at Quinfleet. Then, Ricky asked us to accompany him. Then, Ricky's dad booked a small room for 5 of us to sing,provided 20++ cans of Tiger beers. But his dad said we might get drunken so changed to 20++ bottles of Carlsberg beer, which 1 bottle is equivalent to 1 and the half can of beer. hmmm.... let's stop here first, a little opening for Part 1. stay tune for Part 2 for more exciting and unseen pictures and videos! Sure will make you laugh till your jaw drops! hahaha!

"爱情的傻瓜 #2" - The Fool Of Love #2

2007-05-22T21:24:00.000+08:00

...continued from #1...

Three days had passed...
But I did not really undergo difficult or extreme training yet, can be assumed as 'warming up' activities. We did not really feel tired except walking from the barrack to the dining hall took around 5 minutes walk - up and down hills.

John:"Hey,guys! I heard my friend said that we can apply to go back during Christmas! He told me his application is being approved!"
Peter:"What? What do you mean?"
John:"I mean we can go back on 25 December to celebrate Christmas and come back again on 26 December before 6.00p.m."
Peter:"Oh! That's nice! Have you apply? After you apply and being approved,tell me! I'm gonna tell my dad then."
John:"Sure. I am going to the office now."

After 30 minutes...

John:"Hey, you can go to apply now! Commander is angry because too many people apply. Mine one is approved!"
Peter:"Ok!"

*Phone Conversation starts*
Peter:"Dad! I can go home tomorrow for Christmas. But the authority said you need to come in to sign! Please be here before 3.00p.m.!"
Peter's Dad:"Sure!"
*Phone Conversation ends*

Feeling happy, I walked from my room to the office to wait for my dad. I did not really know the way because the camp is very big and the office was somewhere near the jungle. As I walked, I enjoyed the greenery around me. It was a hot evening. When I reached the office, I saw my dad is there already. Then, I went inside to do the procedure. Before I left the office, a girl walked in with her family. My first thought to her was...

"Oh! This girl maybe want to go home too! Her look seems quite ok but not too pretty! For me, I wont have her as my girlfriend! Arggh... I am here to do my thing!"

As I walked to the door, a boy, big-sized (not too fat not too thin), handsome and cute, kept staring at me! He is the brother of the girl.

"What the heck he keeps looking at me! As if I owe him money!"

Peter:"Ok, dad! I will go up to pack my thing!"
Peter's Dad:"Ok, I'll wait you here."

To be continued...#3

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"爱情的傻瓜 #1" - The Fool Of Love #1

2007-05-21T16:50:00.000+08:00

Peter:"Mum, I'll be fine here! Don' worry about me! See those boys and girls are fine here having the training too, so am I too!"
Peter's Mum:"Yeah, I know, but I gonna miss you!"
Trainer:"Hello all! All the boys please move to the left and the girls to the right! We will inspect your bags now. After that, all of you may move to your barrack soon!"
Peter:"Ok,mum! I got to go. Don't worry!"

Feeling sad, but there is nothing I can do. It is the command from the government to undergo this training. Lining up, I put my bags on the table for inspection. After that, I walked to my room with a yellow card in my hand,stating which block and bed I am in. BL6/27 - the code on my card, Block 6,Bed Number 27, yellow card - Charlie Company. It was a hot afternoon with sun shining with all its mighty. After around 10 minutes, finally I reached the barrack.

Peter:"Sir, may I know which way to go?", showing him the card.
Trainer:"It's here! Your bed is over there! Get unpacked and rest."
Peter:"Ok, thank you!"

I got myself unpacked, with all the clothes hanging inside a small wooden cupboard with merely zero security. I looked around, from natives to city people, I am going to live with them for 3 months. Get everything done, I cleaned my bed which was full of dust and around the bed - I do want to sleep in the midst of unknown rubbish!

Max:"Hey, Peter! Unexpected to see you here! We are in the same camp! Hahaha!"
Peter:"Haha! Let's see what we got here, it's you! Are you coming in yesterday? I am a late comer! Spend another day enjoying at home!"
Max:"Yeah! I know you!"
Peter:"Hey, when is the lunch time? I am damn hungry now! or we eat outside?"
Max:"The lunch time is 12.oo noon. Eat outside? I have no idea about it! You are a late comer and I am a new comer! I heard these few days there wont be any activites."
Peter:"Oh! That's nice! My recruitment hasnt being approved yet! So I am excluded from joining the activites."

Then, Max and I walked to the hall to have our lunch. We had a walk around the camp, seeing what is going on around it. A cool fresh air, with a piece of green land, some ponds, animals and sadness.

To be continued... #2

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"大伯公生日"- The Birthday Of "Tua Pek Kong"

2007-05-15T23:01:00.000+08:00

Today is the busiest day since my holidays and the most tired one. Today I woke up at 5.00am - bathing,breakfast and etc, preparing to go out. first, i went to the temple to pray regarding the aforementioned (the title of this post). then,i went to my cousin's shop to take the T-shirt for the procession tonight. then, i went to CIMB Bank to open a new account. then,having breakfast behind the bank. then, i headed to BSN to open new account again. hahaha! then i came back at 11.ooam. slept till 2.30pm, i played computer till 3.30pm. then,having my dinner, bathed at 4.00pm. i went to the temple at 5.30pm to stand by for the procession. the procession started at 6.30pm. in the midst of it, it suddenly rained. what to do? had to continue also. around 9.00pm, we went to eat. back to house at 10.30pm~ only then, now 11.11pm i am updating my blog now.. phew~

Happy Mother's Day

2007-05-13T22:04:00.000+08:00

Today is Mother's Day. I would like to wish all the mothers in the universe, Happy Mother's Day! Tonight I had a dinner with my mum outside,an ordinary one but the sincerity matters! I am sure all the mothers around the world do not expect an expensive present from their children, the only thing that she wants is very cheap and you can give it to her anytime, regardless who you are,poor or rich, that's, a little piece of love from your heart to her! She doesnt want much, just a little love from you. So I hope during this day, make your mum smiles with your love to her! Finally, Mummy, I love you and Happy Mother's Day!!! A poem for you, my dearest mum!

Mummy,

When I was a child,

When disasters came to me,

You are always my shelther.

Mummy,

When I am a teen,

When sadness comes to me,

You are always my sunshine.

Mummy,

When I become adult,

When triumphs come to me,

You are always the one I want to share with.

Mummy,

When I am old,

When the Hand of Death comes to me,

You are always smiling at me in the Heaven.

Mummy,

All the ways in my life,

You build the paces for me with your love,

Happy Mother's Day!

By: soonph

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A Fun Night Filled With Sadness

2007-05-12T01:51:00.000+08:00

tonight is a night full of fun but in the midst of it,some sadness do played around too.. tonight we* went out again. firstly,parkson because ricky wanted to repair his handphone. then we fetched sp and she went to yi liang's house to take something. then we headed to Taman Muhhibah for supper. after the meal, we took a pic of ricky, which is NOT SEEN on anywhere!take a look at it...

Did you see what is in the red circle? That's what Ricky ate,a pile of "shit"!

hahaha! sorry,Ricky! you said this picture might ruin your image,but what to do? it's a fact!hahaha! he is kinda funny friend. after eating there, we went to Q Bar. Since we waited for FengFeng and Ani for 30 minutes but they didnt show up, we called it a day and we went back home!

Something that made me sad is my friendster. i dont know the server is having a problem or what, my friends left 15 people only. all my friends are been deleted from my list. so weird! *sigh*

now, i think wanna update my blog with something stored in my heart for so long already. after i chatted with a friend yesterday, i think i need to realise myself! but,i am still doubtful whether to post or not...

"Cheaper By The Dozen 2"

2007-05-10T16:17:00.000+08:00

I just watched a movie yesterday. the title is "Cheaper By The Dozen 2". it's a nice and funny movie. it's nice because this movie is mainly about a family story, which brings a lot of meanings. it's funny because the movie is a family story which 2 families compete with each other to show that who is the best and who has the best children. really funny... you should watch it if you
have chance. Here is some screenshots from the movie...

A New Hair Cut

2007-05-02T23:42:00.000+08:00

after thinking so many days, finally i got myself a new haircut. not a new style, but can say so too. shorter than the previous one. although i like to keep my hair long, but it looks so messy and difficult to take care off. so i got a shorter one this evening. although i feel quite sad, but still ok. just that too short. maybe i will start to keep long hair again after this. hahaha! i dont know how will it be after putting some wax. i hope it looks fine! hahaha! tonight, i had a tea with wee kiet, ah nai, ah chai and ah khai. we chatted for a long time and joke all the night. hahaha! wee kiet will be going to somewhere to work as "Marketing Manager", so he called us out to have a tea! although it's just a temporary job for him, but i still wanna wish him all the best! :p

Tea Time!

2007-04-26T23:32:00.000+08:00

yeah! finally, today and this time, my post wont appear the same name again! this characters in this post are totally different with the previous posts. hahaha! tonight i had a tea with my old friends, Wee Kiet, Billy, Ah Nai and Sieng Huat! all the names sound so weird? because they never appear in my blog except some! hahaha! we went to Taman Muhhibah around 9pm. we had a chat there. just exactly like last time, we chatted till so crazy, we chatted everything without a limit! so fun! i feel the feeling of the old times again, since after a few years! finally the feel comes back! hahaha! anyway, nice meeting the old pals!

Tea + Chat = TeaChat ???

2007-04-26T00:54:00.000+08:00

i am sick of the title - Clubbing and bla bla bla. now i change a new but weird enough title - above. hahaha! same as other nights, tonight me,billy and ricky went out again. i know you get bored with the name,but that's the fact! hahaha! best friends always stick together, am i right? hahaha! tonight we went to medan mall because ricky wanted to buy dvd, karaoke dvds! now i dont know he is sick or what, keeps on singing karaoke in his house. oh dear, i feel pity for his neighbours, being tortured!!! *sigh* dear pity neighbours, you can always call the police, 999, if you think the noise pollution is getting serious! hahaha! then, we went to Taman Muhhibah to have dinner or supper, for me is dinner! hahaha! i ate "Hokkien Prawn Mee", which tastes quite nice! billy and ricky ate "Laksa Mee",smell nice! hahaha! then we went to fetch SP. i know you will feel weird, because i miss out somebody,pei chee! not miss out, but is fact! she didnt follow us tonight! ricky called her since evening till night, but the call cant get through. finally, we found out her handphone is broken! poor pei chee! then, we headed to RH Hotel for a drink. we reached there around 9.30pm. around 9.50pm, pei chee finally called ricky! and explained why her hp cant get through. then, ricky said went to her house to chat! hahah! we reached her house around 10pm and chatted till around 12am! told ya already, we never miss out anyone, even not going out together,finally will meet again in the end! hahaha!

Another New Video Clip Of Mine!

2007-04-24T23:13:00.000+08:00

i felt quite bored this afternoon, as you know, i am the most free people in the world! hahaha! while i istened to a song, "Yi Sheng Jue Wang", OST of "I Not Stupid Too", it came to my mind to create a video based on the song. normally, i got my idea to create a movie based on the song. as i dont know chinese, so i dont know quite well about the lyric of "Yi Sheng Jue Wang". i dont know if the song suits the theme of my video, but who cares! hahaha! i just used that song as the music of my video, althought i think it's not suitable. but nevermind! hahaha! my new video is about war. in other words, 'Stop The War! Heal The World!' is the theme of my video! I had uploaded it to YouTube but i dont know if you can watch or not, as there is some technical problems while i'm uploading it just now. i am testing it now, but i think it should have no problem because so far so good. hahaha! so, check out my new video.

Stop The War!!! Heal The World!!!

My newly produced video!

2007-04-23T00:00:00.000+08:00

hahaha! tonight i learned something again! last few days, SP showed me a video created by her friend, regarding their lives in INTEC. i was so impressed of it. so i asked SP to ask her friend she used what software to create it. then, i tried out the software myself. it was kinda difficult at the first time. but i think it's quite interesting to learn it. so i explored it myself. tonight, i created a short video clip, around 1 minute plus. the video is regarding... opsss... a secret! sorry! because i just wanna tried it out, so i simply create one, and the idea came to my mind to create that one. finally i choose a right song for it. for me,quite nice! maybe i will create more next time. i cant tell what's the video about coz it's one of my secret. only my close friends know about it! sorry!!!

Clubbing at MATRIX!

2007-04-21T00:56:00.000+08:00

hahaha! tonight i went clubbing at Matrix with ricky,billy,ah kai,pei chee and sp. before that,me,ricky and billy went to parkson for a walk and go to have a drink while waiting for ah kai, pei chee and sp because they are working. then we headed to Oya Road Petronas Station, quite far away from town, cause i wanna borrow the toilet! hahaha! then we picked ah kai and went to matrix. at matrix, the sound was so loud, even louder than Q-Bar. cant stand it but need to stay inside too. i drank cola as usual. ricky,billy and ah kai sang a few songs. hahaha! around 12am, somebody called us saying they saw police patrol cars twice around matrix, we quickly pack and go! hahaha! what an experience,although didnt meet any polices, hahaha! i quite scare police cause my driving license havent do finish, mean i got the license without pic and not yet laminate! just the paper only. hahaha! i scare police will suspect me doing fake license! hahaha! finally, reach home safely! but feel damn hungry now! hahaha!

"...what is love?..."

2007-04-17T22:30:00.000+08:00

feeling weird of the title? as my friends know, i never been (or being?) in love before and the title doesnt suit my blog here, for the time being. this has nothing to do with my life, but a little thought to share with all of you. I watched a drama just now. In the drama, the male character said a line, "...love doesnt need any rules or conditions. just that you want to love or not to love. Love is just like the sun. no matter what people say, criticise, think, do or anything, it still shines brightly everyday on the soil that needs him. love is just like that, love a person whole-hearted even though he or she might not love you, hurt you, criticise you, misunderstand you. just appear in front of him or her, everyday, just like what the sun does, shining on every parts of the Earth for those who need him,everyday! maybe he or she might not love you, but at least you ever love him or her before and you will not regret as the time goes on and next time!..."
this is what it sounds, it might alter a little from the original one but the meaning is still there.
is it nice? for me, it's true! how about you? think about it~

Clubbing at RH Hotel lounge

2007-04-16T00:07:00.000+08:00

Yesterday night was a clubbing night for us since Billy just went back to Sibu from KL. the main idea of the night was actually clubbing. but somehow,it deviated from clubbing to a JOKE! sounds weird! the main character of the nite was Billy actually. But it changed to someone else after that. first, we brought Billy's brother to Paramount Hotel for a dinner organised by Mr Arthur Wee for the Editorial Board. then, we went to Parkson to eat pizza at Pizza Hut! we ordered Supreme and Hawaiian Pizzas. the total cost i am not sure but i know one people paid RM12.40. at Pizza Hut, Ricky started to make joke! He did something very disgusting, i dont know how to say in English. hahaha! after that, we went to walk in Parkson. we went to Male's Department because Ricky said wanna see underwear and taught Pei Chee how to choose underwear for her future boyfriend. this is kinda funny! after that, Ricky changed his mind, saying wanna go to see bra, and asked Pei Chee to teach us how to choose. But we didnt go. then i felt so hot and took a box of underwear to wind for air. but Ricky said i am disgusting and said i should take out an underwear to wind and he took out one to wind for himself! then we went to RH Hotel lounge. there is where the story begins! we had a drink. we ordered 3 jugs of Tiger Beer and 1 orange juice for me. We ordered 1 jug of beer at first. But the waiter said if ordered second jug, free 1 more jug, then we ordered again. 1 jug is RM49.00 and 1 glass of orange juice is RM12.00!!! in the midst of drinking, Siew Ping got drunken and started to do something funny. She laughed,cried, dancing like crazy girl, sleep on the sofa, went to the ray and danced like hiao po. and i heard she lifted her skirt!!! then Pei Chee and Billy just like her bodyguard, pulled her, guarded her, took care of her. Billy kept using his jacket to cover her leg since she wore a mini skirt! then pei chee took her to the toilet to wash face but seems to be no use. she did something really not her style or OUR style!!! so many people see and nobody dare to sit near us. in the end, the whole night, we booked the whole second floor, because people sat there for a few minutes and ran away! hahaha! we also book the toilet! Me and Billy kept going to the Girl's Toilet to play since no one dare to enter! hahaha! that night is damn funny! siew ping kept repeating, "dont send me back first! my dad will hit me if he sees me in this way!" and "I am not drunk,i am normal!". Billy showed him 2 fingers and asked her how many, she said twelve! hahaha! so funny!

Ku Hao Production

2007-04-09T22:31:00.000+08:00

last few days, i went across something nice in YouTube! Tornado Drift by Ku Hao Production. actually i know about Tornado Drift long time ago. but i didnt watch it in YouTube (only trailer for the time being). Because I know Ku Hao from my friend who is studying in Perth, I check her profile and found out Ku Hao. Tornado Drift is so nice! a bit like Tokyo Drift, but i think it was filmed in Perth, why dont name it Perth Drift? hahaha! the acts are cool! but i think it's better if you do more extreme drifting. that's my opinion only, no offence! overall, worth it watching! wanna know more about Ku Hao, check their Friendster profile! or maybe can search for some movies from Ku Hao in YouTube, just type Ku Hao!

Ku Hao Production : http://www.friendster.com/kuhao

Try it out! Well done, Ku Hao!

Mouth Pain!!!

2007-04-09T22:24:00.000+08:00

Oh! these few days were bad days for me! my mouth so pain, there is a tiny "gland" inside my mouth. GLAND? or maybe should says ulcer, cause gland sounds a bit weird. poor english! should take up more english classes last time. i dont know somehow, somewhere, pop out the ulcer! from pain to very pain! especially yesterday night, so hard to sleep cause i kept on touching it! make me cant sleep~ i need to keep on opening my mouth which makes me look a weirdo! i even use salt to "cure" it! but end up to be more painful. i can hardly brush my teeth too. i cant describe how i brush it, but it looks weird! hopefully it's better tomorrow~

Wella International Hair Show 2007

2007-04-05T22:44:00.000+08:00

Wella held an international hair show in KingWood Hotel Ballroom on the 4th of April 2007, that is yesterday night. It was held at 7.oopm. i went there with Klavin,Ricky and a friend. me and ricky went there by the name of KGY Salon. we arrived KingWood Ballroom at 6.30pm. it was kinda early. i saw a lot of hairstylists,ranging from juniors to seniors and professionals. almost all the hairstylists in sibu attended the show. some representatives were sent from KL to join the show too. tat night, it more or less, looked like the meeting of the gangsters. it was almost the same as in watched in Young & Dangerous. from far away, i saw a group of people walking towards the ballroom. from the other side, there were several groups. as you know, those are hairstylists with their dyed with several and weird colors, weird hair styles. more or less look like gangsters. hahaha! when we entered the ballroom, it was kinda amazing. an international hair show of course! hahaha! the main host for that night is Damon Kidd, a representative of the Wella Company, an international hairstylist. he demonstrated a lot of hairstyles, ranging from how to cut, how to style to how to set it! the main theme for the night is the classic style, "Bob"(if i spell it correctly). the style not totally classic but the mix of modern and classic~ oldies style! hahaha! he is a great hairstylist overall! the hair show was really amazing and my first time to attend such a hair show. to add in, the show was called 'Look and Learn Seminar, By Damon Kidd'.

Appreciation Night!

2007-03-25T01:47:00.000+08:00

First of all, I feel very very proud to be one of the students of SMK Sacred Heart (SHS)! I never feel regret,even a bit, for studying in SMK Scared Heart! SHS is forever the best place in my life! A place where all the sweet and sad memories of mine stay! I will miss SHS forever, the principals,teachers and the staffs! Tonight, our school held a gathering called "Appreciation Night". Tonight maybe the last time I sit together with my beloved principals,(Mr Stephen Tan and Mr Vincent Liong), my dearest teachers and wonderful staffs of SHS, to have a dinner. I feel so happy that I can meet and take pics with my teachers and principals. The time in SHS is the best time in my life! I love all my teachers! I will miss them forever! Mdm Tan tonight grab my hand and touch my hands,hair and my back. She say she likes my hair! I will miss her too! I am so proud of being SHS students for 13 years, from Year 1 to Year 6 in SRB Sacred Heart and Form 1 to Form 6 in SMK Sacred Heart. Finally, thank you and I love you, my beloved principals, my dearest teacher and all the wonderful staffs of SHS!

*Thank You and I Love You, SHS!*

Q-Bar Happy Hour!

2007-03-24T16:28:00.000+08:00

Since after the STPM result is out, i didnt update my blog anymore till now. Actually, I forgot to do so. hahaha! last night I went to Q-Bar with my sister,Ricky, Pei Chee and Ah Nai. last night was my first time entering a bar. sounds like I am a bit out-of-date! hahaha! we went to parkson around 8.30pm for a walk, actually waiting for Ricky. Unfortunately, he was caught by the policemen on his way to parkson. He has his car tinted too black. but, luckily the policemen let him go. at 9.00pm, we went up to Q-Bar first as Ricky was too late. A few minutes later, Ricky came and we ordered 8 cans of beer. I ordered cola cause i am not into beer! we had a chat and chat! finally before we went back at 11pm, i had a few sips of beer, taking pics and so on. Ricky stayed on with his friends but we went to Taman Harmoni for a supper. Pei Chee was a bit drunk and she acted weird! hahaha!

STPM 2006 result is OUT!

2007-03-15T22:31:00.000+08:00

before i start this, a big *SIGH*! i dont wanna start my post with my result. if i do so, i am sure all of you wont have the mood to continue on. so,i might start with something you will say, "WAH!!!", not, "Oh~~!". This year my school, proudly, SMK Sacred Heart,Sibu, has obtained the best result in Sarawak (i assume). A big clap for this! Maybe can say, the first time in the history of SHS, my school got this achievement! WOW! 17 straight A!! straight A means solid A, not A-. 7 from science stream while 10 from the art stream! my class has 3 straight A students. quite proud of it! although my class seems the worst in science stream! but we can make it! my principal smiles till his jaws wanna drops on the floor. there was a press conference today held in the hall. not bad overall! my school finally gains it fame back! i feel so proud of my school! finally, my result, the "Oh~~!" part! a big *SIGH* again! i got 2A- 1B+ and 1B. PA and maths i got A-, chemistry B+ and physics B. not bad but sad! i am getting an unexpected grade for the unexpected subjects.

*Congratulation to the 17 straight A of SHS!*

New hair color~

2007-03-10T21:40:00.000+08:00

hahaha! today i just went to re-dye my hair color. previously, i dyed it very bright color, almost golden. since STPM result gonna out soon, so i think i should dye my hair a more natural color. because i feel it's weird to meet my teachers with such a hair color. now my hair is cool brown mostly with a spot of red purple at the back hair. unfortunately, i only know that the red purple might get faded from day to day until it becomes red i think. but i think it's ok. maybe after faded, i might have it blue color on.

Sijil Tinggi Persekolahan Malaysia (STPM) 2006

2007-03-06T18:04:00.000+08:00

well! the day has finally come! what i worry, scare, nervous, is now right in front of me! STPM RESULT!!! frankly, this time, i don't have any confident at all for my result. not to say i am humble or what. but, it's true! for my school exams, most of the time (can say 99%), i got Grade C or Grade D for my results. this is what i feared of that, the same alphabet will be printed on my result slip. when i think of it, i feel so uneasy and worry! but, what to do? blame me for being lazy and stupid! if i really get bad result, i think i deserve it! before till the end, i wont give up! now, i just can pray for the best! hereby, i wish all the people who sat for SPM,STAM and STPM for Year 2006, get straight A's and best results! Please pray for all for the best! Thank You!

* God Bless You All *

SPM, STAM, STPM candidates for Year 2006, all the best for all of you!

Please, please pray for me that I will get the best result for STPM 2006! Thank You all!

God, please help me to get best result for my STPM 2006! I hope I can get straight A's!

# God, please help me!!!!! #

Lasy day of CNY Celebration - "Chap Goh Meh"

2007-03-04T20:34:00.000+08:00

Time passes real fast... 15 days ago, I posted here, Happy Chinese New Year (first day of CNY), and now the end of it, Happy Chap Goh Meh! 15 days had passed! Today I had a some sort like reunion dinner (should be reunion lunch, as i had it during lunch time). I dont know it's called reunion dinner or what. we (i and my family) had a simple one, as my dad is not around. but this is not the main point. the thing is, 15 days ago, we planned about visiting, titbits, new clothes, and etc. now, it's the end. opss... it sounds like Doom Day! to make it clear, it just likes closing ceremony. something like that. In the midst of writing this post, my friend (WK) sent me a CNY song. funny! i thought he sent english or chinese songs, as he always does that! hahaha! finally, before 12.00am, again, Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Chap Goh Meh!

"topleftpixel" - An artistic website

2007-03-04T01:43:00.000+08:00

Well, it's 1.45am now! I feel quite bored, so I think i better throw some words here, or maybe to kill my time in other word. i recalled a website that my friend (WK, i use WK as i think he prefers to remain as anonymous), introduced to me quite long ago. For some, this website maybe something artistic, meaningful, fun or cool perhaps. But for the other "some", maybe this is a crap, wasting time, crazy or useless. For me, it's quite an artistic one, although I hate the subject of Art. I got "tempted" to some of the pics,especially those showing the scenery of places. the website i gonna introduce here, have nothing, but pictures! sound weird? the owner of the website will upload a new pic which he took each day. All the pics may seem common, but quite artistic. you will only feel it when you see it on your own, as it's useless for me to create such a long crap here!

+ The website is http://wvs.topleftpixel.com/ +

I hope you will like the website and the pictures in there! Have a nice time!

# I will introduce nice and cool websites from time to time if I have any, interested, please be updated with my blog! Thank you! #

Tea-Break with friends???

2007-03-03T00:23:00.000+08:00

A peaceful night.... I went for a drink with my friends tonight. My friends here mean same friends! Ricky,Pei Chee and Siew Ping. I think when I mentioned about "friends", these 3 names will appear somehow somewhere! Let me start with a little story about "my friends"! Weird but true, they are my schoolmates since year 2005 when I was in Lower 6. But we always go out together. I think i seldom, or never perhaps, hang out with my old friends(friends since primary school). But somehow very weird I can get along well with them. Joking,chatting,bullying and etc. Anyway, this doesnt mean I didnt treasure my friendships with my old friends. friends are still friends! Let's continue with what happened tonight, sounds like something cheeky behind! As i mentioned earlier, peaceful night. everything went on as usual. Ricky and I went to parkson to find golden and silver threads as his sister wanna uses them to sew skirts. unfortunately, we cant find any! out of stocks or dont have, we have no idea about it! then, we went to pick Pei Chee. Then, Siew Ping. but she didnt answer our call. so we tried to ask Ann Lau to come out. however, she is in Mukah currently. at the right time, Siew Ping called us and we picked her up. We went to New Bin Sien cafe for our supper. A part of New Bin Sien is Long Brigde Walk. Why they named it like that? Because New Bin Sien is located at Long Bridge. We had our supper and chatting there. Tonight Pei Chee and I didnt pay a cent for our meal, because Ricky and Siew Ping treated us. Then, we all went back as usual. Now is 12.35am according to my computer time. My dad should be in the plane now. Hope he enjoys his trip!

#Thank you Ricky and Siew Ping for your treat!#

P/S: I feel that this post sounds a little bit weird! The "ambience" of this post is quite stress, dont know how to express it! Feel so deadly,not alive. I should make it more alive! Should I? hahaha!

windy day...

2007-03-02T16:33:00.000+08:00

It's been quite sometimes since I last updated my blog. Nothing much to say actually. Nothing special happens these few days. I just stay at home most of the time, as usual, "home-picnicking"! hahaha! Oh ya! I took my laptop back yesterday. finally, i can use my laptop again because I sent it to repair before CNY due to screen faulty. Luckily I bought extended warranty. If no, it would cost me RM1000+++!!! hahaha. daddy goes to china today. i think now he is still in KLIA since his flight is midnight one. hmm... these few days need to be trapped in the house again! hahaha! anyway, wish him all the best throughout his trip to China.

*Bon Voyage and Take Care, Daddy!*

Visiting Friends For CNY

2007-02-22T00:16:00.000+08:00

Today is chu 4 (forth day of CNY). Ricky sms me at around 10am telling me that he will visit me during evening time. Around 3.30pm, Sye Ping and his friends reached my house. After a few minutes, Ricky, Billy and Siew Ping arrived too. We had a chat till about 5pm. Then we went visiting Shu Yung. Around 6pm we went to Siew Ping house. We had a chat there while waiting for Siew Ping to bath. hahaha! After that, we went to Billy's house. We chatted at his home for about 2 hours. Actually we planned to visit Yi Lin at around 11pm. But we were too tired and decided to go home. But have to wait for Billy to come back since Siew Ping's hp was at him there. hahaha! In the meanwhile, I kept on making fun on Siew Ping. It was kinda funny but I didnt mean it. hahaha! Anyway, after that, we all went home. It was the first time I followed Ricky them went visiting. Tired but fun! hahaha!!!

First Day Of Chinese New Year (Chu Yi)

2007-02-18T22:12:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to all! as usual, CNY is something related to visiting relatives and friends. Since 10.00am after i pray, i had been going around visiting my relatives. It was kinda tired but quite fun overall. I tried a lot of titbits and snacks throughout the day. Some of the titbits are from Thailand, China and mostly the local one. I tried a lot of cakes too,ranging from single colour one to multicolour one(layer cakes). One of them are the "Ice Cream Cheese Cake". It was quite nice. It has 3 layers,first is the ice-cream, second the cheese and third the peanut. The cake must be kept in the freezer cause it will melt easily as well as during slicing it. Today I feel quite tired and sleepy, because I slept at 3.ooam last night and woke up at 7.30am. During visitings, I nearly fall asleep in the car. I kept on yawning. hahaha! Finally, I am back home and blogging now. Hahaha! Anyway, wish all the chinese and whoever that celebrate chinese new year throughout the world, a happy and prosperous piggy year!

Happy Chinese New Year!!!

2007-02-18T01:36:00.000+08:00

The time now is 1.41am. I just finished watching TV and doing blogging now here. This year is Pig Year in Lunar Calendar. I hope all of us, in this piggy year, will have a prosperous and happy year!! Wish all of us the best in health,career,wealth,relationship,love,studies and everything!!!

(*@*)

++hAppY cHinEsE nEw yeaR++

Staying Overnight At Ricky's House

2007-02-17T17:33:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I went out with Ricky,Pei Chee,Siew Ping,Yi Lin,Billy and Shu Yung. All of us squeezed in Ricky's car until Yi Lin had to sit on the car floor. It was kinda funny. All of us just like packed in a can,exactly like sardin. hahaha! We went to to Thai Choon Mini Market to give Ah Nai a visit,as he was working there(last night). Then we went to Parkson. At there, we went to Magna(a restaurant at the 5th floor,which I can hardly remember its name). We had our dinner cum supper there. Then Sye Ping and Shi Xing met us up there. We sat at a round table and started to chit-chat as usual. Then we went for shopping for a while. I went to buy Schwarzkopf hair clay which costed me Rm35.oo . It was rather cheap I think. Then i went to Toledo to buy a shirt. I gave Billy the chance to choose for me. The shirt costs me Rm39.90 . Then we went for a movie in Kings Theatre. "Protege" was the movie we watched. Before that, we went to Mc D for a drink as we reached the cinema quite early. The movie was nice,exciting and good!!! hahaha! then we went back home to Ricky's house at around 12.30am . At his house, we chatted for whole night till 5.30am . then we went to sleep. I dont know at what time, Ricky's mum took a blanket and covered it for me. I was a surprised and said, "hey"! his mum was shocked and ran away. she told ricky, pek hong is scolding. hahaha! at that time, i was half awake and no aware who is around me helping me to cover the blanket. I thought who was disturbing me. hahaha! anyway, i feel very sorry about this! ricky's mum is good and caring but i didnt thank her but... hahaha! *Sorry ya Aunty!!!* hahaha! actually we said to wake up at 6.30am for breakfast! but all ended up sleeping till 8am. then we needed to rush as we promise our parents to go home at 7 sth. hahaha! we went to eat fried mee and etc as we cant find kampua in the shop. hahaha! then all of us went back home and I slept again from 12pm to 4pm. then i had my reunion dinner and now i am blogging here! anyway, it is a fun and nice experience staying overnight in Ricky's house!!!

P/S: Happy Chinese New Year and wish all of your the best in health and wealth!
*Sorry for Ricky's mum, Sorry Aunty!!! and THANKS FOR YOUR CARING!!!*

Happy Valentine's Day???

2007-02-14T23:09:00.000+08:00

when can i fill this column with something meaningful???

Friends NiteZ!

2007-02-10T00:50:00.000+08:00

tonight i went out with my friends. Ricky,Pei Chee,Albert and Ray~ hahaha~ although Albert and Ray are my schoolmates for years, but tonight can say just know them, but Albert knew him when I was in KL. hahaha... we went to Workshop for a drink. One can of Coke costs me RM5.00. I told my friends, if they come to my house, I give them 1 box of Coke for free.Damn expensive. hahaha! Then I played pool with friends. So fun. hahaha.. we chat for a while. then we go around some places. then i went to Yum Yum Cafe to borrow the toilet. Then we went to RR. i didnt go in. Albert and Ray went in to have a look. Then, me,Ricky, and Pei Chee sat in the car to chat. hahaha! anyway, it was fun!!!

A Mixed Of Feeling...

2007-02-08T22:20:00.000+08:00

These few days I have a weird feeling and mood. I am happy,sad, moody, active, worry, confused, all mixing together! Sometimes I am happy, and in the midst of happy, I am sad. When I am moody, I feel worry and confused. I dont know what am I thinking and doing. This kind of FEELINGS are too bad. When I see something, I feel so confused. Sometimes I am thinking of this and in the midst of this, my mind is thinking of that! Oh God! I cant describe my feeling. I dont even know what am I typing here. Sometime I miss, sometimes I dont care, sometimes I regret! But, is this feeling will disturb me if I didnt see her??? I dont know. I wish to see her, but I scare to do so. ArgHHH.... Can I forget her? Can I let it be? or it's time for me to let go. Just be friend is better I think. But, am I or perhaps? Dont know...

我的明天就被你全部毁灭,

可怜我走不进你的世界,

可怜我得不到你的永远,

可怜我心碎了不只千遍,

你没感觉这份爱怎么给断了线.

Sick Day

2007-02-04T21:37:00.000+08:00

Oh!!! I am so sick today. This morning i woke up and i felt uneasy with my throat. I have a bad nose block too. Oh God! Then I kept on eating junk food and drank cold mango juice. My condition got worsen after that. But I dont care much. Finally till when I bathed this evening with cold water, SHIT!!! I can feel that I am shivering cold from just now till now... This feeling is really bad! I feel cold, bad, sleepy, minor headache! Flu coming attack too!! *sigh* My energy left around 10% for me to play MSN and online. But nevermind! Hahaha! I still manage to laugh! I think i should take some medicine later. If no, tomorrow I am afraid I will be lying on the bed whole day! hahaha!

Just Back From KL

2007-02-04T00:32:00.000+08:00

Wow! This is what i can say! what a nice trip! an unforgettable one! I went to KL with my friends(Ricky,Pei Chee,Sye Ping,Shi Xing,Calvin, and Albert) for 7 days. In KL, my friend,Billy met us and brought us around,becoming our friendly tourist guide! hahaha! The first day in KL, i went to Sungei Wang for shopping! just walk around, seeing if there is anything to buy. I bought a jacket for RM90.00!!! I was cheated! first time in KL, first thing to buy, and get cheated! hahaha! nevermind! RM90.00 for a life-time experience! worth it, i think! the whole afternoon walking in Sungei Wang. I felt damn tired, cause first time walking non-stop. Then Billy met us at around 6.30pm. Then we went for dinner. The first night in hotel was fun! all people slept so nice, due to tiredness! we went to Times Square, Mid Valley, Sunway Pyramid, KLCC, KLCC Aquatarium the following days. I went to watch movie (Death Note 2) in Times Square. The movie was rather boring! but quite interesting! hahaha! we went to sing K also in Red Box(Low Yat). damn fun! hahaha! the final 2 days, we went to Genting Highland! I met my sister there! happiest moment too... hahaha! final word, VERY VERY FUN GOING TO KL WITH MY FRIENDS AND SISTER!!! hahaha! and today, i saw mei zhen!

A few pics...

Happy Birthday, Ricky!

2007-01-25T23:05:00.000+08:00

Just back from town, celebrating Ricky's birthday. Hahaha! I havent bath yet but end up here. We went to Town Square(Phase 2,if I'm not mistaken) to chat. We chatted for a long time. After that, we went home earlier, because some of us need to go to KL tomorrow, earliest flight! That means after tonight I will be in KL for 7 days. A week time can pass real fast! I think my NS 3 months time passed real fast, not to say 7 days. hahaha! I think I'm gonna end here and give myself a nice bath. hahaha!

Ready for Friday...

2007-01-24T22:40:00.000+08:00

I just finished packing my luggage. I will be going to KL this Friday, earliest flight in the morning, using AirAsia Airlines (to cut down the cost). This is the first time I travel with friends. Normally I will be travelling with my family and once by myself alone to Kuching. I have never been to KL before. I wonder is it look like what people always said or the another way round. I am so curious about the place. It's quite fun and exciting as what my friends told me, but I need to explore myself to know the truth. I didnt bring a big luggage. I hope my clothes will be enough for me during the 7 days trip. I hope the weather will be fine. If no, it's quite difficult to travel. The thing that i worried the most is money!hahaha! I need to use the money wisely, so that I wont gone 'bangkrap' during the trip.. hahaha! nevermind, as what Ricky said, one roti canai only costs RM0.50!!! hahaha! Maybe this is the time I can carry out my dieting plan! Anyway, I wanna stop here! I wanna install my Nokia PC Suite...

P/S: Happy Birthday,Ricky! Stay Cool and Handsome Always. Wish you all the best in health and wealth!

Friend-Stranger-Friend???

2007-01-24T12:55:00.000+08:00

Well, this is something that happen when I was in secondary school. After a few months, I just realised what I am doing. I think most of them who know me knew about this. hahaha! It sounds like serious but actually it was something stupid happened between a friendship. I was quite good with a girl during my school time(just FRIEND). but then, somehow,somewhere, sometimes, there was a rumour spreading around saying that I am dating with her. I was pissed off by the rumour although I knew there is nothing between us. Somehow, I started to ignore her. I dont why I will feel scare when I see her after that. After a few months, I think it's unfair to her. So i sms her to apologise,as good friend. Luckily, she didnt angry at me. But, honestly, I still have the feeling of afraid towards her.I am really sorry about this. If she sees this, I am sorry! But i think we are still friends. Anyway, now, I think it's really funny. After I think of the rumour, it's just like i disturb other people, pairing up people and it's really nothing. Now, I think everything is ok. Just a piece of funny joke in my life! hahaha!

"Happy Birthday" And "Welcome"

2007-01-24T01:47:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday and Welcome to my newly-born blog! This is the first time I'm having my own blog. Actually, I was influenced by my friend,SP,making me to create a blog. Hahaha! Thanks,SP! 24 January 2007(1.43am) is the birthday of this blog. Sooner or later, I will be updating this blog everyday, if I am free. Hahaha! Anyway, check out my blog from time to time! Thanks!

...when life went on yesterday, goes on now and tomorrow...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTINE!

愛 and 爱

"i give u a candy and u marry me, ok?"

when life went on yesterday, goes on today and tomorrow

i'm back

why i dont update my blog?

my chinese new year 2008

Happy 50th National Day

Test...

Cont'd : Chin Swee Temple

Chin Swee Temple (Genting Highlands)

In Genting Highlands

In UTM

Path To Another Life

Ghost Air Passenger

Haunted Song

Yes to IPTA or Curtin???

PETRONAS University of Technology Offer (DECLINED)

"爱情的傻瓜 #9" - The Fool Of Love #9

Composition??

Yayasan Sarawak cum PETRONAS University of Technology (UTP)

Dilemma

"爱情的傻瓜 #8" - The Fool Of Love #8

"爱情的傻瓜 #7" - The Fool Of Love #7

"爱情的傻瓜 #6" - The Fool Of Love #6

BBQ Night!

"爱情的傻瓜 #5" - The Fool Of Love #5

"爱情的傻瓜 #4" - The Fool Of Love #4

"爱情的傻瓜 #3" - The Fool Of Love #3

Karaoke Night Part 1

"爱情的傻瓜 #2" - The Fool Of Love #2

"爱情的傻瓜 #1" - The Fool Of Love #1

"大伯公生日"- The Birthday Of "Tua Pek Kong"

Happy Mother's Day

A Fun Night Filled With Sadness

"Cheaper By The Dozen 2"

A New Hair Cut

Tea Time!

Tea + Chat = TeaChat ???

Another New Video Clip Of Mine!

My newly produced video!

Clubbing at MATRIX!

"...what is love?..."

Clubbing at RH Hotel lounge

Ku Hao Production

Mouth Pain!!!

Wella International Hair Show 2007

*Appreciation Night!*

Q-Bar Happy Hour!

STPM 2006 result is OUT!

New hair color~

Sijil Tinggi Persekolahan Malaysia (STPM) 2006

Lasy day of CNY Celebration - "Chap Goh Meh"

"topleftpixel" - An artistic website

Tea-Break with friends???

windy day...

Visiting Friends For CNY

First Day Of Chinese New Year (Chu Yi)

Happy Chinese New Year!!!

Staying Overnight At Ricky's House

Happy Valentine's Day???

Friends NiteZ!

A Mixed Of Feeling...

Sick Day

Just Back From KL

Happy Birthday, Ricky!

Ready for Friday...

Friend-Stranger-Friend???

"Happy Birthday" And "Welcome"

Appreciation Night!